A Strange kind of Wanting...

Have you ever wanted something so badly that it hurt to want it?

As example, you want prosperity so badly that it hurts to want it. It might not be prosperity you want, it could be love or experiencing fully restored health. You want it badly, desperately and yet this kind of "wanting" has never allowed you to have what you want no matter how hard you have tried to achieve it.

This particular kind of wanting doesn't work and yet people won't give up it up even though giving up feeling desperate for what they want will bring what they want into their life with no effort at all.